Im a free bird!

im back again.

2011-10-07T11:49:00.000-07:00

I know i've abandone my blogspot for a very long time.

So I'll just make it as short as i could.

As you know I worked in a student care, Edulearn the one in Pasir Ris.

I QUIT! Due to mis-communications.

I FEEL LIKE IM IN CHINA. So yeah, I left. Finally.

As for now, I am currently teaching at Kumon.

It's located at Novena. I love Kumon method.

It sounds far from Bedok.

But the fact is, 20 minutes journey by bus.

Bus 5 that is. If you were to take 21, like how Nyssa did, extemely LOL, then the destination there will be in an hour.

I dont tolerate that.

And on top of that, I coach in Art at Catholic Kindergarten, Kovan.

Every Wednesdays.

Enough with my work life.

Where have I been during the fasting month, the month after and now?

HAHAHAHAHAAH~!

First of all, to all and in general, KARMA BITES!

Been that done that!

Okay i dump my bf, just because of the slightest thing.

And i went with another guy, just to make myself feel good.

But no, it slapped me in the face!

Facebook girls out there.

If i were to go for a man who are high standard. I dont have to.

Cause i already know how high i can stand. Do you?

So check on yourself before you check on me.

And a big favour, you're not a qualified counsellors are you?

If you're not, don't try to be one.

It is super annoying.

If you dont get me, here's a word to describe as such.

MELUAT.

Thanks ladies.

Why does this annoy me big time? Hmm, i read my ex-bf's msges.

I've seen every single shit all these minah kpo talked about me.

Eh come on. Facebook is world wide. Pm me if you're unhappy.

Why not? cowards? WOW! Prove me that you're above me, will then i shut my mouth.

Disgraceful creatures.

No matter how my ex-bf complains about me, I know he still loves me.

He sms me every night and gives me wake up calls every morning.

So simple, i am always loved by people. Advising my ex is pointless baby.

He still loves me. BOO HOO.

I start to love my life again.. Aww

Everything is back to normal.

Alhamdulillah.

Im going to grow FAT again.

But that doesnt stop me from being confident!

I love my boss and manager for seeing the good side of me.

=))

Love my close/best friends.

Tty, Nyssa, Iky and Jane.

You guys never fail to pull me up whenever i fall.

Treasure you guys as long as ever.

Anyway readers, am now at Normanton Park.

Tty is asleep.

And i should turn in by now.

It's 3am, and im working at 9 am.

TOODLES!

Excursion with students at Easr Coast Park

2011-06-15T00:44:00.001-07:00

Im back again!

2011-03-17T06:15:00.000-07:00

Hello stalkers! Im back again! For Daniel Rodrigues' lappy is with me and Im effing bored! Oh well, lots of upcoming news, out-dated news and shocking news to spread to all you stalkers. Will try to summarise them as possible.

Number 1: My boyfie is at Perth. He was there when he turned 21. And the best part, my Masters is with him by mistake. How awfully odd that is? He'll be back in 4 days time. Im gonna get you!

Number 2: Do not, I repeat, DO NOT SIGN UP WITH ANY GYM! Be it truefitness. Or Carlifornia fitness or what so ever. Do not fall on their [t]/[c]rap!!! Alittle news to update you. I sign up with them, a year contract. Expiring this June. They threatened me in many ways. Over $958. And I came there ONCE. You got me right darling, only ONCE. Theres alot more shit to come. I dont know why gyms are filled with animals and creatures? No sense of humanity! Please people, i love you stalkers. Dont get trap like I did. It doesn't feel good with 958bucks.

Number 3: I moved to Bedok at Om Amin's crib. Was transfered to Jurong Spring. And life is so much at ease being a typist then a tuition co-ordinator. The least they could do is praising and that build up self-esteem. Oh, i am one contented bitch. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Thats the MAIN updations for you stalkers. Hahahaha!! Am i mean? I think Im over friendly and irritaing. Like friendlytating? Its just made up word i just created. YEAH!!! And for such a long time, I never felt this melancholy. Of course Im a positive girl thats why I dont sound sad. But really, damn lonely without BF, and also without Jane Chia. Luckily Tty and Iky is just one bus-stop away from me. Oh ya, i am so poor this week that Tty spare me 5 sticks of Next Chill. Wow thanks babe. You're really one awesome girlfriend I ever had. Nvm, once i get my Masters by this Monday, Im back to average life.

People said im FATTER now. And I am, by 20kg. That's how happy I am. Even without my flesh and blood, I realise my life is so much wonderful without being with them. Eventhough it was really tough. But Im doing great, and I really mean great. In everyways. Just that Im fat. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

PS: Dear stalkers, please stop typing like tHiS BecAusE ItS IrRiTaTiNg aS fUck? Thank you.

To be continued....

Kids Amaze.

2010-11-25T04:03:00.000-08:00

Today is 25 November 2010.
Happy birthday AYUL!
Haha!

The kids, teachers and myself went to Jurong Safra.
Yupp, we had alot of fun.
A little irrigation here and there is kinda common.
But the most important thing is,
me and Jane enjoy!

Pray hard,
mother has the initiative to pass me pocket money.
Because today is her payday.

=)

2010-10-11T04:48:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Kim!!!

I miss anak Husain very much!

=(

a very long time...

2010-10-01T04:45:00.000-07:00

For the last 1month,
many of unexpected things happened.
Will just summarize as much as possible.
And as short.

After National Day,
family issue still remains the same.
Doesn't bother me much anymore.

My relationship with Muhammad Nasir bin Samat,
been better than ever.
Oh yea, we do quarrel like crazy.
But there are many things he did which non of my ex does.
Which means he's worth being with.

I'm contented with my surroundings.
Be it work, home and wherever.
I'm staying with Kak Anim and family.
My life is much more at ease.

I pray more often than I use to.
I get to Qiam mulai (over-night in the mosque)
I break-fast at Ahmad Imbrahim mosque every week,
during the month of Ramadhan.

Unfortunately,
I did not celebrate Hari Raya.
I told my boss,
"If Hari Raya isn't a holiday, I will come to work."
What's in my mind is...
Making money!
For this, I can have a better future right?

Afew birthdays have passed and coming.
I just wana wish all the Sagittarius a Happy advance/belated birthday.

And to my students too,
Chloe, Clara, Clarice, Hughes, Kenneth, Joel, Jamin and Wen Hui.
Happy Children's Day!
Wil update soon.

Happy National Day to all my fellow people n people who don't belong here too!

2010-08-09T09:49:00.000-07:00

First of all i would like to say,

that Im glad I got a new job and it went smoothly.

Secondly,

I love my bestie for she still remembers me.

Since 7 years old we were.

Till we're 19.

Thirdly,

my boyfie who declares himself Creep.

You're just super duper awesome.

I had an outing this afternoon.

Since it's countrys' day,

and nobody's home.

I decide to give myself some fun.

But i do have limits to anything and everything.

Met Rufi Li.

Ate at Sakura.

After spoiling my tummy with its scrumptious food,

we head to Park View.

For Rochelle and Zombies are calling.

We played the "abroad" map.

It's totally new and it's so awesomely cool.

I remembered it was at a prison and ship.

Didnt manage to finish it all.

PRISON MACAM TELEPONE LADY GAGA!

Im not gonna talk about l4d much.

Check it out yourself.

After the land game,

met Caca Steward.

Okay she's super duper friendly.

Walking all around town with them and with Majidah,

we 4 are like STUPID IDIOT.

HOT, SMELLY CROWDED place.

Chaotic.

Hp NO RECEPTION!

Knnbccb!

Oh yeah, to all girls' home brats.

I saw cisco officer Aisyah and Rashiqah.

My crush my head.

Hahaha!

So after walking all over like an idiot,

met ite peeps.

Fire-works at the fc*king traffic.

And slack at Marina Square's stairs.

After the boredom,

met kak anim n kids at macd.

Ate dinner.

Then HOME-SWEET-HOME.

Happy News.

2010-07-26T09:17:00.000-07:00

I GOT A JOB!!!!!

As a tuition teacher.

And it's so near to my bf's house.

Hopw awesomely awesome is that?

Okay till here then.

Good night and rest well.

To my Muslims fellows,

Ramdhan's coming.

Be a responsible Muslim and fast.

Ok taking care!

*EXCITED!*

my past bday. my bf rock then any body else.

2010-07-24T05:59:00.000-07:00

I turn 9teen few days back.
I weoke up at 12 that afternoon.
An hour later, Aceh called.
He said, ''ópen the door''.
So jyeah, he was at my front door,
just woke up look,
on my birthday by suprise.

Wore my long dress.
Ate at 18 chefs.
Power power!!
Dont be afraid to try it out.

Nothing much though.
Nowadays I've seldom blog.
Lazy uhhh.
So jyeah, till here then.
Now at bf's house.
I think I saw Vishnu.
Mia's friend.

Afiq is such a pain in my ass.
First time scolding him.
State in denial lad.

I wanna go SINGFEST!!!

quarrel doesn't mean everything has to end.

2010-07-07T05:40:00.000-07:00

Nasir nasir.

Why so emotional?

What's with the single and complicated?

Was damn shocked to see that.

Sampai hati u tulis gitu.

Fucking flabbergasted.

But at least you want to make a change.

And want to make this better for the both us.

Hope things goes better in every ways..

To all my readers.

I have moved to Yishun.

Last week.

To my dearest bestie,

I hope im still your bestie.

And i love everything that is surrounding me.

Am looking for jobs.

DAYS-THE-COUNTING!

Dont expect everyday post.

2010-06-24T03:56:00.000-07:00

I'm trying real hard to recap whatever happened,
these few weeks.

I remembered I went to my bf''s bbq pit.

I went to Kak Nad's wedding.
Who is she?
My administrator from PCWG.
Awesome mother and sister she have been.

Try out True fitness.
Faiz faiz.
Torturer!!
But he's good.
He is.
Nothing much.

Right now Im at Nas house.
And he is sleeping like a P.I.G!

I hope Mr Rodrigues is free tomorrow.
I'm craving for L4D.
Badly.

so much sia

2010-06-15T23:46:00.000-07:00

Lazy to update everything.
Just little here and there.
This week I went out with alot of people.
Boyf, Bestie, Erma, Rufi, Naf, Jas, BELAMBAK!
Then later going to truefitness.
Haiyo LAZY!

I SHAVED MY HAIR!

Besides hanging out with humans,
catch great movies.
Which you dont want to miss.
Prince of Persia and Karate Kid.
Ok go!

having so much fun.

2010-06-05T06:17:00.000-07:00

My new boyfriend.

Photos of spastic Paramedics.

My class Chalet.
Nasir my creep.
Lasy night Supperclub.
okay la fun.

this makes my world go round.

2010-06-01T01:56:00.000-07:00

Shall wait for it's coming.
And I want this time to be perfectly perfect.
Counting the month and days.

You're not real!

2010-05-31T22:04:00.000-07:00

ONE TWO, FREDDY IS COMING FOR YOU.

I saw Freddy at Dhouby Ghaut Cathay.
Hahahaha!
Some kind of manikin scaring people in a mall,
instead of a pre-school.

So we catch the movie.
With Bear Tracid and Kim Possible.
After the movie, met Dina.
He is so SKINNY.
And he knows it.
After the three of us had our dinner.
We went home.
Bear sent me back.
Then met Saufi at Grandlink.

to men like kiid lps or even Trev.

2010-05-31T21:57:00.000-07:00

I will slaughter you,
if you dare to be funny with me.
Or trying to make my tummy bigger.
I swear, and I will.

2010-05-30T00:21:00.000-07:00

Been busy for awhile.
Eversince Nippon Express kicked me out.
My life became much better.
And for now im waiting for m.o.e's reply.
As a relief teacher in primary school.
So here's what I was up to for the past one week.

Wednesday.

This boy with full art over his arms,
his name is Bear Tracid.
We hang out, laugh out, insult and alot.
Suprise Kim.
And we did had lots of fun.
Catching a movie with him tmr.
Other photos with Kim.
Waiting for her to upload.

Thursday.

Another day out with Nas.
And my Nursing Paramedic friends.
They revise for this upcoming exams.
Which falls on 1st June.
Good luck folks.
Wish you all the best.
I told Ikky i want everyone to pass.
Except Ardila.
This little bitch nurse, world too dont forget.
I dont know why I hate her so much.
Maybe she is full of bullshit.
And wants to confront me through SMS.
What a way to show off her bravery.
Oh well, that little bitch aint up to my standard.
Too low for me to even face her.
Pitiness she's been used and dumbed.
But yet in denial.
Pity pity.
Anyway, before meeting my ex course-mates.
Me and Nas watched Shrek 3.
4d.
Keror sia mata gua.
Tapi gerek gerek.
hehe

Saturday.

Met Kim at AMK.
She's fcuking late.
I hate late comers and she knows it.
But I still sayang her.
Saw Aubrey there too.
My weird.
After we had supper at macd,
we went to Ions.
Met Bear for half and hour.
Then he continue with work.
Spend some time with Kim,
then met Nas.
Ate Macd again.
Then go home.

With Nas Djinnx and Dan Rodriguess

2010-05-23T02:37:00.001-07:00

busy as usual.

2010-05-22T20:12:00.000-07:00

Busy as usual.
Struggling like usual.
But the only lady who kept me strong through-out.
Is Kak Siti.
And i appreciate your help truly.
Will never forget your good deeds.
Now gotta shower.
Meeting Nas, Rodriguess and Huff.
Woohoo!

reality is cruel.

2010-05-14T14:03:00.000-07:00

Have been busy lately.

Well, i have huge thanks to bestie Tty and Nasir <3.
You both have been there for me.
And I love you both so much.
I've been trying so hard to pretend that nothing happened.
But now im bombed.
N i cant manage to carry this heavy burden in my life.
So bombed. So devastated.
All negativity thoughts playing through my mind.
But Im old enough to think.
And decide what to do next.

I've confided my personal issues to people like, Tty, Nasir, Iffa, Din and Lynn.
And Im bold enough to share it here.
I can't tolerate this anymore.

Imagine yourself going through such a hassle life .
Been away from home since 16th Feb.
Living under one-roof with bestie and family.
Quieted school due to shelter plus financially tight.
Why the fuck all these shit gotta happen to me?
Why upset me most is my mother.
Yes you, mama.

You delete my number because of your husband?
Reason being, tired of hearing his nagging.
How could you do this to me ma?
You had me in your life for fucking 19 YEARS!
And you had that man who punch me right to my face, only a decade.
And you did that?
I am so devastated, really i am.
I love you so much.
You mean the world to me.
I even tattooed your name on my skin.
I want to change my name and have yours partially.
That is how much i love u ma.
Do you know that?
I might be rebellious.
I might be stubborn.
But my love for you can never compare to anyone in the world.
But I don't think you feel the same for me.
Because you love your husband more than your daughter.
The man who abuse me.
The man who lay his hands on me.
The man who punched me til blood-clot can be seen.
Thank goodness my visions are back to normal.
I dont care about my health.
All i care and want is your love ma.
Where has it gone to?
To your husband?
Why mother?
Give me at least 3 explainations, why is he so special to you than me.
How could you.
You made me cry almost everyday.
And Im crying right now ma.
My friends have their family by their backs.
I don't. I don't need a family.
What I need is my mother.
Really I am so so so hurt.
Papa doesn't exist in my world.
Because he left us long time ago.
Whatever fcuk it is we all had to go thru back then, You want it to end this way?
And let this be continuously?
Dont use Sophie to heal everything.
I dont hate you ma.
I love you so much.
I hate your attitude.
How do you feel if i delete your number because I dont want my husband to nag at me? How do you feel if i dump u in an old folks home?
Whatever you feel mom, is what im feeling right now.
And i am going thru it right now.
This is reality ma.
U should have just abort me, and took my brother instead.
Im suffering and struggling like hell.
You have no idea.
Nobody does except Tty and Nasir.
Im still trying to hold on.
Im so so scared that one day i cant.
Just remember ma.
How we suffered last time.
When papa left us.
What we ate when we starve.
What did i use to put my school books when we didnt had money.
All the hardship we gone through together.

How complicating can life be?
I can be complicated too.
I have my reasons for doing so.
Mom, am i such a burden to your life?
Am i the only child who gives you problems in your life?
If i do, i am sorry.
I dont want to break ties with you.
I'm just too weak to fight everything in life.
Im no longer the puteri who u use to know.
The girl who gets what she want.
And she will get it, and demand for it.
Im like that no more.
Guess that dayus is way better than me.
And means alot than me.
Just remember what you said.
Blood is thicker than water.
Dont preach anymore.
Dont preach futher.
Because if I explode, nothing good would happen to me.
Tak sampai hati mama sanggup buat puteri macam gini.
What did i do to deserve this?
Mother, why?

This is awesome cool.

2010-05-09T08:32:00.000-07:00

Right now Im all alone.
At McDonald.
Seriously, alone with the lappy.
Been here since 5pm.
N it's midnight soon.
So mind relaxing.

Anyway,
im tired of my hair.
Thinking of getting my hair highlighted.
Like Iron man2 movie, Ivan.
The bad guy.
Like having white hair.
Cool isn't it?
Then brad my half right side.
So gonna do it once I get my pay.
And shop til i Drop.
Blueh

oh mother.

2010-05-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

"Oh mother, we're stronger
From all of the tears you have shed
Oh mother, don't look back
Cause he'll never hurt us again

So mother, I thank you
For all that you've done and still do
You got me, I got you.
Together we pull through"
Happy mummy's day to my number one strength.
Without you, I won't be this strong and this far.
Miss you.
And the family, except your husband a.k.a Dayus.

We'll meet up again mum.
Puteri loves you lots and much!!!

Year 2009

Year 1997.

Random Thoughts.

2010-05-09T02:45:00.000-07:00

LOVE is made out of 100% feelings/opinions and experience.
But for now,
I believe 30% in it.
Because I lost interest as day by day goes.

Being loved makes me/you happy.
Love makes me/you feel wanted.
Excited every time I/You am/are going to meet him/her in half an hour time.
It makes my/your world goes round.
Keeps my/your mind occupied, thinking about him/her.
To have commitment.
To compromise.
To trust.
To go through thick and thin.
To be SINCERE.
Love can be unkind.
Love can be self-fish.
Can worry me/you.
Paranoid.
Hurtful.
Love can be my/your 2nd buddy.
Love can be my/your brother/sister.
Love can be my/your few hours/days/months enemy.
Love can be my/your teacher.
Love can be your pet.
Love is about understanding him/her.
Love is the only person I/You make love to.
Love is having faith in whatever he/she do.
Love can be a listening ear or having a listening ear. [vice-versa]
To settle down things down when misunderstanding occurs.
Knows 50% of himself/herself.
Get blessed by both parents, relatives and friends.
Heart sticks to one.
Accepting him/her for what he/she is.
Longlasting relationship n believes.

Love is a HUGE risk.
I lost interest in it.
Period.

When things can never change. And its hard to deny.

2010-05-02T05:44:00.000-07:00

It's been 1 year and 4months plus.
I've been hearing this from people,
that I am a strong girl.
But i am not at all.
I can go through each and every obstacle in life.
But issues like this (same person since last year Feb),
i find it super duper hard.
Though I told bestie and others,
I moved on.
But no im not.
Will this ever gonna end?
Or will it carry on for the rest of my life.
Only time tells.
Silly girls like me,
can never wake up and face the reality.

He msged me.
And he said:
"Hey darling..im sory klau i hurt ur heart badly dat day..
i didnt mean any single word dat i said...realy2 sory.."
To forgive is easy.
To forget isn't.
But a silly girl like me.
Had learnt her lessons the hard way.
But yet still isn't enough.
She needs to taught harder.
Perhaps.

2010-04-20T22:47:00.000-07:00

She's all i ever had by Ricky martin.
Back when I was Primary 2.
This song kept playing in my mind.
Lovely song.

wen bestie fly.

2010-04-19T11:29:00.000-07:00

It's been 2 weeks dearest bestie been away from Singapore.
And had fun at Shanghai with her beloved boyfie.
Aren't they cute?
Honeymoon at the age of 19.
Heh, jealousy speaking here.

Anyway, when owner's away, lappy's away too.
So that is the reason why I have not been updating eversince.
Now she's back,
I can finally feel the aching within my fingers.

Though it was 2 weeks, i had total fun.
What fun??

First week.
I really couldnt recall everything.
But I went to 2 clubs 2 nights straight.
First went to Zirca Rebel.
With Nasir, Arep Kecik and telinge.
I forget what is telinge's name.

Next night was with Nizam Neutron, Ayul and his friends.
First time I met Ayul.
My ex-boyfie's bestfriend.

The Zirca night,
my photo with my friends came out at the Zirca website.
The Zouk night,
a car accident happened in front of my very own eyes.
My heart jumped through my throat very badly,
that I hugged Nizam afraid the car would hit us.
It was a disaster for the passenger.
Not only that,
a matrep was trying to be funny with me.
After i lied to that fella saying that Nizam is my "boyfriend"
then Nizam confronted him.
Serve these matreps right!
Double O da tutop, beh nak conquer club laen.
BERAMS!

Second week,
more to work.
Flextronic, Hi Ace.
It's a total disaster.
But I'll try.

Last week before she came back.
Play L4D with Nasir and Din.
Been going out with Din and Lynn as well.
They are sweet, yes.
But as for me,
getting into relationships is one of my greatest fear.
Stupid boys don't appreciate and cherish.
But I won't turn "senget" as well.
I tried once liking my own gender.
But I can't.
And I don't know why.
F.U.C.K!

Even before bestie fly to Shanghai.
We went clubbing.
Zirca and Supper.
Met Ahmad and Shamir.
2 new friends.
Date Ahmad once.
Don't ask what happen.
And today Im meeting Shamir.
He's cute alright.
Haha!
But meeting him because of work.
That deals with diamonds and petrol.
And that would be my greatest fear,
dealing with diamonds.
But he'll guide me he said.
And trainings provided.

Ape lagi?
Can't really recall.
I tend to forget easily.
hmmm.

Happily Never After

2010-03-30T10:59:00.000-07:00

Let's make it short and simple alright.
I love browsing through people's Biodata/ Profile/ Blogs.
Whatever it is.
I can admit, I'm a busy body person.
Heheh.
That's why all these were created.
For me to explore.

ANYWAY....

I viewed my ex-boyfriend's profile.
And like finally Im hearing that he's ATTACHED.
I am so happy for him.
Seriously I am.
When I was released from Girls' Home.
He tried finding me.
I don't know why.
And he said, "Oh baby, come back to me".
All the lagu jiwang start coming out.
It's a good thing I can still tolerate and not puke.
After a year or so, he finally got a gf.
A sweet gf, the girl next door.
Innocent looking.
I pity her, and pray for her,
she wont fall her trap like how I did.
Can laugh my ass out, when I flashback about my past with him.
Hope they last long.
Unlike me and him, only 4 pathetic months.
Hahaha!
Im glad it ended.

2010-03-30T10:30:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to this fella.
The end.

busy week again.

2010-03-29T02:21:00.000-07:00

Last Friday.
I went Karaoke-ing with my sisters.
Tty, Kak Rabia and myself.
It's near Hard-Rock.

Last Saturday.
I went to Fifi's Birthday Party.
On the day itself,
Birthday girl wana club.
So Fif, Tty, Charming and Fifi's friend and myself,
we went Zirca again.

Last Sunday(yesterday)
Met my K-K,
Kimmy.
We met at town area.
Then met Din.
And my wish came true.
My close friend and Kimmy dance.
And they can click well.
Awesome right?
Then in the evening, went Karaoke again..
Woohoo!!
Gerek or what.
I scream and scream.
Sekarang suare rock.
heh!

1 week missing. (Pinkie Kimmy)

2010-03-24T04:05:00.000-07:00

Introducing my K-K.
What does K-K means?
Secret! Cannot tell.
It's between me and him.

Where we first met?
City hall.
How long he waited?
I'm unsure.

Marina Square GV came into my mind.
Because I wanted to see my all time favourite again.
"HER NAME IS ARM, IDIOT!"
So we got the tickets.
And waited for another 2 hours.
Within the waiting,
we went to Suntec.
Show him some awesome places.
Then went there.
Grab popcorn.
And ciao..

I fell ASLEEP,
while watching the movie.
I don't know how did that happen.

So well, after the movie.
I brought him to other places.
Then we went our separate ways,
at about 7pm.
Met my crazy bestie.
Another one.
IKY!!!!!
LOL.

Anw, continue with Kimmy.
I came over to his town area.
And had lots of fun.
Eventhough it was 3 hours.
I like everything about him.
But i hate his bite.
-_-

1 week missing (clubbing)

2010-03-24T03:38:00.000-07:00

It was Khai's bday.
But end up, cock up.
So we enjoy ourselves.
Truly we did.
Imagine myself, dancing tecktonik when i was drunk.
N while dancing, i slap a guy's face.
Awesome shit isn't it.
One cool thing when i get drunk.
I dare and dont care.
Haha!
Tty n Fifi, u both were great!
FYI, it's my 1st time clubbing with my bestie.
N finally i get to see her dance.
For the 1st time.
She's hilarious shit.
Great bestie night,
i might say.

ZIRCA AND REBEL

Gig with the Death by Monkeys

2010-03-18T13:06:00.000-07:00

So I met Nasir and the rest at Lavender.
I reached there on time.
I don't know how i make it.
Anyway, so chill with them.
It's my 1st time lepak with them.
Had alot of fun uh.
Especially these two fella,
the hood guy and the telinge.
I don't know their names.
They are like twins.
Jokers of the day.
After the Gig thingy,
Nas had his BEANCURD.
Then we seperated.
Left me and Nasir.
We went to this place,
i don't know, somewhere at Bugis.
And chill until 11.20pm.
Had fun with all of them.
Really great.
Thanks Nasir, for bringing me along.
=))

Black-Hole at Syed Alwi.

The only girls. Sadly, im not in it.
=(

Jjay and Nasri.

Me, Iqbal and Adli.
im ugly!

Woah, the 2 NAS'.
Brothers in fact.
And my foot, can see?

Death By Monkeys

Anthony

Adli

Sunday on the 14th of March

2010-03-15T04:24:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday KAK MOLLY!
She still look awesome although she's a mother of two.
Miqa and Nabiq.
Cuteness.

Anw,
met Xara yesterday.
Meet her friend, Syah.
Then went to Potong Pasir.
Then meet Dina.
Then go home.
Weeeeeeeee!

13 March 2010

2010-03-12T17:27:00.000-08:00

Before I start my morning entry.
I would like to wish two March babies.
Mia and Nasir.
Mia is 22 this year.
Nasir is 20 this year.

To my dearest Nasir,
sorry I didn't meet you on your birthday.
I know you wanted me to come down.
Really sorry.
But you're always remembered by me.

To my dearest Mia.
Nothing in life is fair.
I learnt things in the hard way too.
But it's up to you, you decide.
I ever look at you,
as an enemy.
But I don't get the purpose,
over him?
That's kinda stupid.
So jyeah, we remain as friends.
Your boyfriend is very fuck-up.
Big one.
You're strong.
I know.
You prove it.

Amira

Nasir

Anyway,
today I might be meetin Abang.
Watch The Mad Hatter again.
Or the Big Headed Queen.

Just hoping today is a great day for me.
Anyway, Abang's full name is..
Abang Mohamad Safri.
His IC got the word "Abang".
So i guess,
hes adek2 calls him, abang Abang.
How's that sound?

Whenever I'm alone with you

2010-03-09T23:58:00.000-08:00

This song is awesome.
This song reminds me of my sister, Kak Fifi.
Unfortunately, no guys in mind for now.
She loves this song anyway.
Obviously it a soundtrack from 50 first date.
Close your eyes, relax, and listen to the song.
Enjoy.

Love Song lyrics.

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

two great movies

2010-03-08T23:48:00.000-08:00

Last night I watched Alice in Wonderland.
With Tty, fifi n two other guys.
I dont know who they are.
BEST!
Especially the big head queen.
I love it when she said,
"HER NAME IS ARM YOU IDIOT!"
Super kelakar!

From Paris with love.
John Travolta is awesome.
Really admire him.
I watched that show with Shuko.
My ex-boyfriend.
I think that's all about it.
Gotta catch this 2 movies.
BEST! BEST! BEST!

Kak Sarah's Engagemant day

2010-03-06T08:37:00.000-08:00

Me and Tty helped out.
From 2pm until 9pm.
SUPER DUPER TIRING SIA!!!
That's all.
Gheesss.

Im gonna miss Ite Simei

2010-03-06T08:22:00.001-08:00

I went back to school.
To do some claim form thingy.
And I guess that would be the last time Im gonna see that school.
I am so going to miss that humongous school.
I ate Japanese food there with bestie.
For the last time.
At Cafe 1.
I had Salmon with Terriyaki.
Tty had Ramen Spicy.
Ouch!
Hahaha.
After that, we went to CGH.
Then to Tampines Safra.
Play L4D!
=)

Lutfi's Make-Over

2010-03-06T08:13:00.000-08:00

When I get bored.
I talked to all my God-Siblings.
And one fine day,
I was totally bored.
I asked my younger god-brother.
"You're BEAUTIFUL, you know."
So this is the after-math.
LEPAS AKU KEJEKAN MUKE DIE.
muahahahahahahaha!!
Prettay Sexxay!!

2nd March 10 and 3rd March 10.

2010-03-03T10:38:00.000-08:00

Before I start anything.
I would like to wish,
Abang Ajib,
Happy 27th Birthday.
Oh, he is my 2nd sister's fiance.
So he will be my future brother-in-law.

So on the 2nd March.
I watched Percy Jackson and the Lighting and the Lighting Theif.
We watched at Bugis GV.

While waiting for the movie.
We ate Mos Burger.
UH huh! Scrumptious!!
And I realise,
only the two of us were the only Malay in the Fast foo restaurant.

THIRD - MARCH - 2010

The first time I met Adam Cino.
Hilarious Boy.
Haha!

Actually, we first met was last year, June.
We always board the same bus.
At Paya Lebar.
He was wearing this CD uniform.
I wore my nursing Uniform.
It's so funny,
and how amazing and different he is.
Compared the times we were complete strangers at the bus-stop.
And now, we are already friends.

KECOH!!

Anyway, he's such a pain in my ass.
Everything so last minute.
We end up meetin at Bedok Inter.
Then we went to City Hall.
He's freaking funny.
Made me laugh almost most of the time.
Nothing much uh.
I'm enjoying life, really I am.
=))

Oh, a new song he introduce me.
Enjoy the video people.
=))

27.02.2010

2010-02-28T00:13:00.000-08:00

Met Sollihin at Toa Payoh.
From 7pm until 9pm.
Then meet Tty, Kak Rabia and Yan Yan.
Well, life isn't that awesome after-all.
But the greatest gift i ever had,
is to have a best-friend who have faith in me.
No matter how stubborn I am.
She is the only person that I need in life.

Miss the chance and fun at Singapore Flyer.
Should have been with m friends.
Over a date,
i guess.
No worries,
every lesson is learn.

Awesome photo.

2010-02-26T22:23:00.000-08:00

I love being loved.
Really I do.
Contented.
=D

Valentine's Day

2010-02-26T21:51:00.000-08:00

I know.
Valentine's day was suppose to be on 14 Feb.
But I watched on the 26th Feb instead.
With Sollihin.
Awesome movie.
=DD

Happy 1 year Birthday SOPHIE!!

2010-02-25T18:15:00.000-08:00

SOPHIE KENYOPIE!

I miss you so much Sophie.
Miss your laughter.
Miss how you sway,
whenever I play 'Bad Romance' song.
I miss how you ran with your walker.
I miss your smell, your smile and seeing you sleep.
Eventually, I miss everything about you Sophie.
I cry everytime I see photos of you.
I smiled too whenever I watched your new videos,
uploaded by Kak Fifi.
How fast you grow.
Too bad I can't see you grow,
or see you walk.
But hopefully I might get to see you one day.
Happy 1 Year Old Birthday!!
Kak Puteri <3 YOU!

The reason why Father-Hater exist

2010-02-18T20:25:00.000-08:00

Representing my Beautiful Red Left Eye.

I have my thanks to my step-father, for having this eye.
Police report? I rmbr his good deeds.
Doctor? No money at that time. It will heal anyway. Matter of time.
School? QUIT!
What's next? It's a secret until I really got what i plan.
So how does it sound?
Bet you're smiling after reading this.
Am i right?
But time will tell.
And I'll prove you all mutha-fcukers,
I'll will succeed in life.
And Im way better than you.
Doesn't mean a person with a bad record,
cant make it in life.
I will.
You'll see.
That's when I will smile back at you.

Besides all these.
I have my huge thanks to TTY.
I love you bestie!
You've been the besties friend I ever have.

Miss Carol too.
You've been the one who gave me the strength to move on.
And always believes in me.

Kak Fifi, my second sister.
I know I've been a rebellious sister.
Im sorry.
But I will try my very best in any ways.
Thank you for having the faith in me.

Nicholas Abidin,
the guy who lives beside his Tiang.
I know I've been hurting you.
But yet you still have faith in me.
So I wana thank you.
For being so nice and understanding.

Sollihin Sukhairi.
The boy who loves "AWESOME".
We only knew each other for less than 2weeks.
But you're one stranger who've have faith in me.
That fast.
And also being helpful and understanding.
Thank you so much.

These are some wonderful people I wana thank.
You people have gave me the strength to move on.
Instead of dwelling about the past and incident.
You have my promise,
I will make you guys proud someday.
Just give me some-time to adjust whatever environment Im in.

Kong Xi Fai Cai

2010-02-15T22:15:00.000-08:00

1st day.
out wif yuswira.
at town all the way.
n get drunk too.

2nd day.
out with raudha.
watch movie 'true legend'.
then meet iky, kumar din n nabilah.
get drunk again.

3rd day.
DISASTER!

another busy week.

2010-02-06T21:05:00.001-08:00

This is Din.
I call him N****** la.
Secret.
Hhahaha.
Am going out with him today.

Me and my ex-boyfriend.
Yuswira.
We met last Thursday.
Guess he miss me.
hahaha!

This is Raudha.
Chynx Sepet yaw.
Yesterday we chill.
N had lotsa fun.
I was very stress, and she made me laugh.
-_-

eversince last week.

2010-01-30T18:54:00.000-08:00

It's been so long not updating.
Been busy lately.
Anyway, i had so much fun yesterday.
It was on Saturday night.

I went to work.
And finished at 2pm.
I went home.
And i Google Cash Studio.
I booked a room.
So me and my girls went there.
And we had extreme fun.
I love each and everyone of my attachment friends.
And finally I dont have to work at ward 37 anymore.
Next posting is ward 38.
Hmm.

23 jan 10

2010-01-22T18:28:00.000-08:00

Haiish..
Today i was suppose to work.
But I overslept.
I am so tired.

Anw, ive been busy lately.
Extremely.
Yesterday I went to Simpang Bedok with my group of CP friends.

I recently broke up with Taufiq.
That's all.
Nothing much.

14.jan.09

2010-01-14T07:33:00.000-08:00

This cowboy,
Yasser Johari.
Is finally 8teen.
Happy birthday classmate.
=)

Anw,
I had fun working at ward 37.
Love my friends and not all the staffs.
Love my teacher too.

After work,
I went to N.U.H.
Taufiq's granny is admitted.
So I came to visit.
Luckily saw my unknown schoolmate.
Her name is Wadania.
I guess.
She helped me with the directions.

After visiting nenek.
I meet Raudha at ward 43.
KECOH!
haha!!
But because i was having mences cramp.
Thanks you stupid sickness.
I didn't join Taufiq.
But I went home instead.
At about 10.40pm.
I met Iqbal.
N had a little chit chat.
That's all for today.
=)

12.01.10

2010-01-12T07:26:00.000-08:00

I took morning shift today.
Bcause of Taufiq's sake.
Hahaha!
Work was great!
Thread Kak Ita's and Yan Chang eye brows.
hahaa!
And more uhh.
SECRET.
Anw,
went out with baby just now.
Had alot of fun.
N reach home at 9pm.

Not forgetting Parveen.
She's admitted.
Due to her leg.
I gave her a purple flower pen.
CUTE!
Hope she likes it.
=))

10. 01. 10

2010-01-09T21:18:00.000-08:00

I went to work today.
Only the 4 of us.
Me, Ardila, Angela and Diana.
Because we took MC previously.
And on that day,
it was the part ward party.
We ate like pig.
Hahaha!

After work,
met my boyfie.
We went to Town.
Oh jyeah, kak ani
and her boyfriend came to my house.
Her boyfriend, is im not mistaken,
from Amsterdam.
Sanggop ehk mat salleh tuh.
So me and that rabbit,
we ate twisted fries.
And we walk around.
He sent me back home as well.

When i reached home.
I talked to Iqbal.
While talking.
Yus called me again.
Asking me about his stupid girlfriend.
It's irritating, really.
I guess this both as a couple are stupid.
They don't understand.
That's why they keep on finding me.
Haissh.
What a pity.
He tried confronting me.
But in the end he said sorry.
So, jyeah..
See who's the pathetic now.
Far too pathetic.
Sweet, touching, pathetic couple.

Bite him!
That's my hobby as well.

From Monday until Friday.

2010-01-08T02:50:00.000-08:00

Monday:

First day of work.
Ward 37.
Team 3 with Mazrifa a.k.a Ifa.
Kak Ita n Kak Zahidah are in the same ward.
Log book takya worry.
=)

Tuesday:

Finish work at 9pm.
Freaking tiring.
Hate one SEN.
Old hag.

Wednesday:

Absent from work.
Baby came to my house at about 10.45am.
Ikki also came over.
Had some Art Attack being done.Cool right?
I'm the designer.
Imagine a nurse goes to work with this bald head.
Yes, i can imagine.
Hahaha!

Waiting for Kak Nor.
This is Kak Nor.
Zoom in.
Randomness at the Medical Centre.
Baby muke blur.

After I ate a big fat chocolate muffin.
Drank 100plus.
n smoke next chill.
At my old working place.
Nice background right?
On the way home.

HOT NEWS!!!
Taufiq and I sent him to work.
Sgh, which is at Outram Park.
Then meet Kak Nor at the Medical Centre.
And Guess what.
That stupid Mia text me again.
I don't what the hell does she wants from me.
Then Yus pretend using Shalan's number to text me.
When actually I have both his number.
His own number and his work number.
I dont understand.
Why people nowadays wana act so blur and stupid.
Or maybe they are.
And this Amira,
got this cheek to text me.
Through web sms.
"Thanks for DISTRIBUTING my num at tagged."
But her name is llll, instead of Mia.
I didnt reply because,
my prepaid was low.
I called her.
Using public phone.
First she put down the phone after hearing my voice.
Bo cwee sia kao tak nak berbual dgn aku.
The second call,
she off her hp.
Like WTF?
I was like complaining to Taufiq.
I was damn pissed off la.
Then my boyfriend said,

'why entertain this non-sense and coward people.
She didn't even answer your call.
And she hang up when u called again.
U did your part by calling.
She only did by texting.
Which is the coward way.
So there isn't a need to entertain this coward.
She's not even up your standard, right?'

Then I said my part.
This girl is worst than coward.
She is PATHETIC.
I repeat, PATHETIC!
You dare to text me.
But you don't dare to answer my call?
And you ask your lousy boyfriend (bekas aku) to tell me of?
How pathetic is that?
For your info Amira,
I know you and Yuswira get back together.
But even so,
we still meet and do what we use to.
That was Sept09-Dec09.
But now I have a boyfriend.
Way much better than yours.
N better looking too.
So my poor dear,
your 'hubby' still cheats on you.
I use to pity you.
But now i dont.
Because i know very well how pathetic you are.
And i know you are reading my blog.
Yes you, AMIRA!
So stop bothering my life.
Or get a life.
You are so pathetic.
Oh gosh!

Well anyway,
stop the side track.
I went to my old working place with Taufiq.
Get my pay.
Then we had fun with the money.
Met Iqbal again at Tampines Inter.
I was hoping to clash with that pathetic girl.
But did not.
Had fun with my boyfie and closefriend.
They really made my day.
No matter what.
Then baby went back home.
By bus.
Kesian rabbit aku.
hhahahah!

When i reached home.
I called Mia again.
3 times.
No answer.
I have no idea why she didn't answer.
I called both Yuswira's number.
I called Shalan's number.
Couldn't get through.
I text her back through web sms.
N I didn't get any reply eversince.
Stupid woman.
Good for nothing.

Thursday:

Work again.
Mr DeLeon scolded me.
Because of that old hag.
Hmm.
But I enjoy work.
And Im contented with my CP friends and teacher.
Lastly,
Happy Birthday Mama Yati!!

Friday:

Both turn 9teen today.
Farzuan Rosli.
&
Rachel Josephine Pitchian.
Happy Birthday you both.

That's all then
Im ending here.

3 jan 10 n 4 jan 10.

2010-01-04T05:27:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the third.
I went to Taufiq's house.
I woke up at 7am.
N I reached his house at about 10 am.
I did mama's homework first before leaving.

I was at his house the whole day.
Chit-chat with his parents as well.
That's all.

after countdown

2010-01-01T19:20:00.000-08:00

Met Xara and Taufiq at about 6plus.
We had our supper at KFC.
N guess what.
Azhar saw me.
Twice.
Saw Afiqa as well.
We hang around Far East.
Met Dina for awhile.
That's all larh.
Other photos with Taufiq.
Will be meeting him toms.
Hope he remember to bring my ipod charger.
-_-

010110

2009-12-31T13:14:00.000-08:00

Countdown!
steFiq
010110

30.12.09 kak fifi's big day.

2009-12-30T23:06:00.000-08:00

I woke up at about 9am.
Then rush to Jurong East.
Talked to Mummy and Nenek for awhile.
Then spent time with Taufiq until 5pm.
Reached home at 6pm.
Because today is kak fifi's big day!!
She's getting engage to Abang Ajib.
Happy for them.
Until here then.

29.12.09

2009-12-29T08:10:00.000-08:00

I just keep it short n simple.
Today is Putra's birthday.
He's my bestie's boyfie.
25 already uh Putra.

I wish him midnight on the dot.
Where I was in the cab with Taufiq.
Anw,
I went out with Kak Fifi and Kak Mya.
Kak Fifi is getting engage TOMORROW!
Happy for her.
Anw,
we went to Tampines one.
Get her cake and her other stuffs.
After the last minute shopping,
we ate at KFC.
That's all about it.
I miss Taufiq.
And i cant wait to meet him toms.

28 dec 09.

2009-12-28T10:27:00.000-08:00

I went out with Taufiq and Utt today.
We met at Bukit Batok.
I was flabbergasted.
When Utt show off his money to me.
Jealous siak!
Hahaha!!
Then we went shopping.
Taufiq treat me a dress from Cotton On.
N alot more uhh..
Kecohrable!
After shopping, we had dinner and sheesha as well.
Then we went to Danny's house.
Lepak2.
At about 11pm, we made our way home.
Taufiq and I took a cab.
And he said he is going to spend time with me,
on New Year's Eve.
Really happy.
So the fights already ended.
=)

Taufiq n Danny

Taufiq and Utt.

Credits to Utt.

27 Dec 09.

2009-12-27T11:07:00.001-08:00

Our next Singapore Idol.
Sezairi Sazali.
Congrats!

Anyway,
I had an awesome day today.
Before I begin,
I want to apologise to Taufiq Jaafar.
For the over-slept.
We suppose to meet at 12pm.
I woke up at 11.30am.
Coolness right?
So i rushed down to Jurong East.

We met,
and we went to Pak Busu's house.
It's his side.
It's at Teck Whye.
The place that I got caugt when i was on the run.
Abscond from hostel.
Lol!

In the evening, we went to Pandan Garden.
His another family.
They are super duper fun.
Crazy.
And hilarious.
I laughed my lungs out myself.
Seeing each and every one of them.
They really made my day.
We stay up until 11.30pm.
Me n Taufiq bet.
We bet over Singapore Idol.
He wants Sylvia to win.
I want Sezairi to win.
So eventually,
i won the bet.
Thank you Sezairi for not letting me down.
Hehehe..
After the results,
Abg, Kak Nor, Kak Norin, Fiq n I,
we went to Simpand Bedok for dinner.
My tummy is a happy fcuker.
hahaha!!
N jyeah,
some asshole destroy mama's plants.
Damn you, no cara!
Bottomline, im happy today.
N im starting to miss Taufiq.

Kak Norin n Taufiq

Kak Norin sexy.

Taufiq and Kak Nor

Taufiq the bapok wana be.
I just love his craziness.

Santa gave me the greatest gift.

2009-12-25T22:38:00.000-08:00

On this Chritsmas day.
I got the greatest gift.

I met Taufiq at Eunos MRT station.
at 3plus.
Then meet his family.
We walk around Singapore Expo.
Then we had dinner at Newton.
Ikan pari dier power!!
After we had dinner.
Taufiq and I went to Bukit Batok.
Met Utt and the others.
Later at 9pm, he sent me back home.
Im very content to have him.
He is all I need.
I guess.
I hope this remain.

Christmas. Happy birthday Iqbal!

2009-12-24T21:16:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Iqbal!!
Like finally he's 18.
He can but his ciggs on his own.
No need to use my IC anymore.
Hahaha!!

Anyway,
my family have this family gathering thingy.
Told mama i'll join later.
So i went out with Xara and Taufiq.
Dina tag along.
We hang out at town area.
Dina n Xara were so funny.
Seriously.

Anyway,
after we roam around town.
Where the crowd were full of Christmas hats and spray.
We went to Pasir Ris.
We came over to the bbq pit.
Tawn ngan Taufiq.
Until 5am.
I feel happy with him.
And today Im going out with him.
N his family.
To Expo.
CRAMP SIA.
=/

It was 4 in the morning.

Random.

Introducing Taufiq.
He can be FUNNY+LAME.
But I still find him cute and adorable.

23 Dec 09

2009-12-23T20:55:00.000-08:00

I like the happiest girl on earth.
Have not had this feeling for such a long time.
Anyway,
yesterday I went out with Taufiq and Kak fifi.
We went SHOPPING.
Alhamdullilah Kak Fifi likes him.
I seldom get that good feedback you know.
Hmm.
So I met Taufiq at about 12 pm.
We ate at Marina Square.
We hang out until 3 plus.
Then Mama called.
She wants me to take Kak Fifi's card from her.
So the both og us went to Tampines MRT station.
N that was the 1st time Taufiq met Mama.
Hehe.
We went back to town.
N met Kak Fifi at ION.
We went shopping until 9pm.
After shopping, i brought him to Orchard Central.
The place where Miss Carol brought me.
It was awesome.
Then we hang out at Skate Park.
Until 11.30pm.
I really enjoy going out with him.

Fried Mars Bar. Yg da cair.

From Orchard Central rooftop.

Waiting for the train.

Taufiq is scared of heights.
Thank you.
=)

On 22 Dec 09

2009-12-22T17:04:00.000-08:00

So I went out yesterday.
Accompanied Kak Fifi for awhile.
And Kak Ani as well.
Kak Fifi is getting ENGAGED!
Later met Taufiq.
N his cousin too.
Let's just summarise,
we had total fun yesterday.
He is so so funny.
N non-sense at times.
But he still make me laugh like mad.
Anyway, that's him.
And below his photo.
Is our photo.
At Bugis MRT station.
He was sending me back.
=))

Taufiq.

Stef and Taufiq.

21 dec 09.

2009-12-21T09:56:00.000-08:00

Went out with Joe.
Met him at about 6plus.
N guess what.
He got the wrong block.
I said 116.
He went to 616.
Gile.
We went to Redhill.
Meet Xara first.
Miss that bitch.
Haha!
The we went to Marina Promenade.
Nice place.
Just beside Singapore 's Flyer.
Joe taught me how to ride a little.
How to accelerate the bike.
Scary oi!
I was totally scared.
But finally got that little gut.
He taught me though.
He's mad.
Why?
Bcos he got himself into accident.
Then he still wana meet me.

Kissing you

2009-12-20T05:25:00.000-08:00

"This day's black fate on more days doth depend:
This but begins the woe others must end."
- William Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet

Pride can stand a thousand trials,
The strong will never fall
But watching stars without you,
My soul cries.
Heaving heart is full of pain,
Oh, oh, the aching.
'Cause I'm kissing you, oh.
I'm kissing you, oh.
Touch me deep, pure and true,
Gift to me forever
'Cause I'm kissing you, oh.
I'm kissing you, oh.
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
'Cause I'm kissing you.
I'm kissing you, oh.

imagine, someday you are separated from your partner through death.

after death you wonder will he recognize you again?
will you love each other again like on Earth?
will you cross each other path and didn't even say hi.
is it the end of your love after death?
can we meet again?

fri, sat and sun. -_-

2009-12-20T00:05:00.000-08:00

Last Friday.
I stayed at home.
Until 8pm.
Then meet Muhd Fathuraqqman.
We ate at Long John Silver.
Then we catched a movie.
Couple Retreat.
Okay la.Not that hilarious though.

On the Saturday.
I was at home ALL THE WAY.
Can you believe it?
Television was my only entertainment.

Today.
I might be staying at home all the way too.
See uh how.
This is what I call BOREDOM.
Big Time.

Cry me out

2009-12-18T04:26:00.000-08:00

The original video is better.
But unfortunately I was unable to upload it.
so jyeah, here's another video.
I love this song.
Really.

I got your emails
You just don’t get females
Now, do you?
What’s in the heart
Is not in your head
Anyway..

Mate, you’re too late
And your weren’t worth the wait
Now, were you?
It’s out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken (heartbroken)
Back then I believed you
Now, I don’t need you
No more

The pic on your phone
Proves you weren’t alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn’t care
About who, what or where
We’re through

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain’t no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won’t hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Listen, I got the emails
I got the text
The answer’s still the same
It’s the way it is
I got to go

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Tired ok.

2009-12-17T06:23:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I went for Railwork.
With Peter.
We managed to do 4 hours.
I swear,
the both of us were BORED big time.
So Peter took photos of me,
being crazy.
And video too.

So after Railwork,
we went to Simpang Bedok.
Wanted to play L4D.
But fuck, have to sign up as a member 1st.
So it was canceled.
I went home and slept.
Then Arinie called.
We're going clubbing.
So I got dress.
And met her at Bedok.
Took ciggy from Arill 1st.

Arinie and me.
Kaki Club nye.

Otw to Cityhall.

Stef and Raudha

At the smoking area.
Stefannia.

Syu, Pyan, Stef, Arinie and Idah

Syu, Raudha, Pyan and Stef
Stef, Lyza and Arinie

I love Vodka.
Ladies Night.
In Zirca toilet.
While waiting for Raudha.

Stef, Eder n Khai Alem.

So we met Raudha, Shuhadah and Alfian at cityhall.
We walked to C.Quay.
Club until 4am.
Free entry and drinks.
=)
And I met afew of my friends.
I went home with Eder, Khai and Hakim.
Lepak with Eder and Khai Alem.
Thread his eye-brow.
haha!!
Reached home at about 9am.
And i slept.
n ya, Yuswira kao WAKRAK!
period.

ps:for more pics, go to my facebook. thk u=)

I found 4 Saggitarus babies who are one year wiser.

2009-12-15T06:41:00.001-08:00

GEMBIRA LAHIR HARI LARH KORG EMPAT.

Kak Bul.
25 years old.
Cousin.
Najib.
19 years old.
Friends.
Sufi.
19 years old.
Wawan.
Friends and ex-date.
haha!!
19 years old.
From the oldest to youngest.
Kak Bulkis is the oldest obviously.
And those three boys.
All of them are 19 now.

Anyway,
Raudha ask me out.
Clubbing toms.
Fathu asked me out too.
On sat.
Clubbing too.
Im confused alrite.
K, i gtg.
Calling Fathu now.
So ciao..
=))

i miss pertapis and beautiful people camp.

2009-12-14T00:03:00.000-08:00

Iqbal and the family

2009-12-13T21:06:00.000-08:00

Flying to Jakarta today..
And i just chat with him.
And i said i miss him.
N his hair, my goodness.
Golden monkey ehkk.
Haha!!
Aku rindu kao la ikki.

14 Dec 09

2009-12-13T20:15:00.000-08:00

Before I begin with anything.
I would like to wish this silly girl.Happy 19th bday babe!!
Her birthday was yesterday.
So jyeah, she's a Sagittarius baby.
This coming Christmas, would be his brother's.
Which is my close friend.
Iqbal.
Turning 18.
=)

Anyway,
yesterday i went out with Muhd Yuswira bin Hussain.
We met at about 8pm.
I came down to Bishan.
Then we roam around at Toa Payoh.
Got himself earpiece.
N i got myself Famous Amos cookies.
Choc chip and pecan.
( i think so)So after we get what we wanted,
we hang out around my area.
And jyeah, there's a new 7-eleven near the area.
We went there.
Got his Plum drink.
YUCKS!!!!!!!!
The flavour stays in his mouth.
N it taste awful big time.
Seriously.
K sayang,
you said you <3 me right?
Same goes here.
But too bad larh,
things are made unfair at times.
Correct me if I'm wrong.
Anyway,
here are our random photos.

My dearest Panpom.
Wears dangling ear-rings.

Kiss me.
Jgn nak step cute Yus.
Blurry.
Muke maintain.
Yuswira.
aka
Fyan.

most wonderful n missed classmates.

2009-12-12T08:55:00.000-08:00

Countdown baby, Racial Harmony baby & Christmas baby.

That's Izzudin, myself and Iqbal.
They are the only classmates,
who can make me laugh like mad.
Play Left 4 dead like freaks.
I learnt pool from them as well.
And study till brain burn out.
Miss you both!
badly.

12 Dec 09

2009-12-12T07:54:00.000-08:00

Me, Kak Fifi, Om Razak & Dila.

Om Razak & me.

Kak Yana, Me, Kak Fifi and Om Razak.

Happy Family.

Notty Sophie

This seldom happens.

Congrats Kak Yana!

Cute isn't it.

I received a phonecall from Mama.
She said,
"Wake up n get dress! Your cousin is getting married today!"
So ya, i got up an hour later.
Wore my green kebaye top.
N skinny.

Reached Yishun CC at about 1pm or so.
Her wedding was absolutely awesome.
Seriously nice.
Imagine yourself.
Not meeting your cousins for a decade.
And now all grown up.
Even my aunties,
i can't remember them.
But they recognise me.
N some even mentioned my full name.
Macam ape jer kan.
They remember me, but i don't.
N jyeah, Syafiq, my secondary schoolmate.
Was one of the "kendarat" at the wedding.

So anyway.
After the wedding,
I change my kebaye top to my Zara top.
N my high heels to flip-flop.
N met Fifi, yana, Liz, Diqa, Sara, Aida and Nurul
at Down Town, Escape.
The last time I went to Escape theme park,
when Kak Fifi was with Abang Khai.
That was so freaking long time ago.
I enjoyed uh.

Budak-budak Pertapis yr 2007.
Diqa, Liz, Yana
Fiyfee, Aida,
Sara n Stef.
Stef, Aida & Sara
C.B!!
Stef and Aida cinone
Escape's toilet.
Fiyfee and I

This is the chop on my right hand.

Lastly, I hope Fathu's friend will get well soon.
Pity him.
Eventhough I don't know him at all.
He got himself into a bad accident.
So that's why he didn't meet me.
hmm.

On my way home.
I was having really bad headache.
N abit of sorethroat.
Because I YELLED like a moron.
-_-

miss carol day-out.

2009-12-11T08:26:00.000-08:00

I woke up this morning.
Mama start yelling at me.
Bcos of the starhub bill.
Seriously, friends aint really there when you need them.
Don't keep these "friends".
DAMN!
No point being pissed.

Anyway,
I called my boss up.
And told her i cant work at her place anymore.
Due to some issues at home.
N mama disagree upon it.

I went to work to return the uniform and cap opener.
Saw Muhammad.
My primary school friend.
Took the bus with him.

After that, I went to 313 Mall.
It's a new mall.
N meet my dearest,
Miss Carol!!
Miss her badly much.
Really had much fun though.

She was from Girl's hm.
Teach the younger batch I-Discovery.
So we both explore the 2 new malls.
313 Mall and Ochard Central.
You guys SHOULD go Orchard Central.
The coolest parts are..
ROOFTOP.
(level 12),
ROCK-CLIMBING.
(in the mall itself. mane mao carik mall gitu?)
The lift.
(suicide look-a-like)
The 99.5fm Lush studio.
(DJs' spin their songs on air in the mall itself)
Total of TWELVE levels.
(Aku ade lah tinggal tingkat 9)
We ate at Pastamania.
Yummeh yummY!
Oh ya, when I was about to go off.
I saw Romeo.
Melody's boyfriend.
Anyway.
Here are the photos of the day.

Its me and Miss Carol.

Shall I pick Blue or Red?

Still can't decide which dress.

Miss Carol says this character is more likely to be me.

I want a REAL Ray-Band badly.

That's a specs, not mask darling.

10 Dec 09

2009-12-10T04:04:00.000-08:00

I woke up late obviously.
Bcos last night I talked to Muhd Fathurraqman,
for 3 hours.
=p

Just stayed at home,
like a good girl does.
=)
N i got a msg from Muhd Fathurraqman.
He said he gets to go out.
So we're gonna meet up later.
N im seriously, nervous.
Shy?
Hahaha!!
Seldom see Stef like dis uh..

Anyway, mama wants me to stop working.
Stop working at the Summer Nite Sea breeze.
N work at Topshop or something else.
So Im trying hard to be bold enough,
to face my boss.
Either today or toms.
Hmm...

10 Dec 09

2009-12-09T10:50:00.000-08:00

So called yesterday,
I went to interview with my sayang, Tty.
I wore my heels again.
MELECET! YEPPPPPPP.
Haha!!
I fetched Tty from sch.
Ate with Izan & Nasir.
These 2 funny boys..
Haha!!

Erm, got some things done b4 the interview.
While so, guess what..
Mia called me.
Regarding Yus.
Like whatever, seriously.
I can't tolerate phonecalls or smses,
asking about individual's bfs.
Is like,
if hes your MAN, why is he with me? PERIOD.
Im not trying to be a bitch.
Nor am i stealing boyfriends.
But it takes 2 hands to clap.
So why not question your man.
Not me.

So after the interview,
the both of us went back home.
I went to kak Siti's house to send the epok-epok,
and fetched Dila home.
Then...
SLEEP!
From 6pm-10pm.
Then I talked to Muhd Fathurraqman,
for 3 hours.

N right now,
Im trying to figure out how to edit this blog.
N i kinda miss my previous blog.
k, random shit.

At Iffa's crib~

2009-12-08T00:58:00.000-08:00

So is dat masai enough for you??

Hahaha!!!

I was at home, chatting with her at about 3pm.

N she wanted me to lepak at her house..

bcos..

HER PARENTS NOT AT HOME!

So here I am,

with her.

Have not taken our shower.

For your info.

But we still do smell nice uh!

N i gtg now.

Gg to top up my card n hers.

So ciao..

sunday. 6dec.

2009-12-07T06:22:00.000-08:00

"Does he even realise the love i have for him,
doesn't fade?"
"Eventhough he belongs to someone else,
i dont mind."
"Throwing shit at me as well,
i did the same bcos i believe in KARMA"
=p
Anw..
Met my ex-boyfriend, Yus.
We hang out.
Bugis, Lavender and around my area.
Reached home at about 2am.
I feel so guilty for her too.

Yus anak CACAT!

I'll love you even
how selenge you are.

Yuswira + Stefannia= YuStef.

1st day of work.

2009-12-04T22:25:00.000-08:00

After 3 monkey years.
Today Im going to work.
Where is it?
Somewhere at Pasir Ris.
By the beach.
Will be home by 2am.
Ciao..

This is the view from my room. SUNSET!

2009-12-03T09:13:00.000-08:00

3 dec 09

2009-12-03T08:11:00.000-08:00

a

I woke up at about 12pm just now..
Thanks to Muhd Fathurraqman.
Hahaha!!
He texted me.
And wanted to tell me about his bad news.
Saba kay?
I was at home all the way.
N actually Ikki n Din asked me out.
As usual, pool freak.
But I was out of cash.
So i didnt go.
CRAP!
Yus texted me.
N wanted to meet me.
Since he drives, i didnt mind.
BUt his work pisses me of.
At least 30 minutes will do la.

ersa

jgh

end of sch.. module 1.2

2009-12-01T09:56:00.000-08:00

This is what we call "OVEN".

Credits to Peter

Me & Lina

Make it through the rain,
just for LEFT 4 DEAD.
hahaha!

Ikki, Stef and Kummy Kums.
=)

Like FINALLY exams are over, holidays are here.
The moment I've been waiting for.
And having to burn mid-night oil,
which cause black cirles around my eyes.
Those times are the worst time of my life.
But at the same time,
I do enjoy studying.
Especially with Iqbal.
I call him ikki.
That makes him special.
Haha!!
Bcos he is my K2 friend.
So we've been friends since 6 years old,
until now that we are already 18 years old.
And we are so close back then.
N yet, till now.
But more spastic I can say.
Hahaha!!

Anyway, what happened just now.. hmm
Our cohort had our CP briefing..
N guess what..
I CHANGE GROUP!
Like WHAT THA FUCK?
Im going to miss my old CP friends.
Haiish.
Gotta adapt to the new environment and friends again.
But at least I have Fatin with me.
Hahaha!!
After school..
Iqbal, Peter and I played LEFT 4 DEAD for 3HOURS!!!
hahaha!!
And Sukma came along.
Thanks for coming dearest.
Can u imagine he came all the way from Sembawang..
To Tamp Safra, just to meet me..
Then he went to CCK.
Jauh giler babs kan..
Hahaha!!
But th 4 of us were relished after the game.
Especially me. I really do.
N ya..
Today is Zack's and Trevor's birthday.
Zack is 10, Trevor is 25.
Till here then.
Im turning in right now.
Bantal busuk is calling for me.
=)

face the reality.

2009-11-30T03:35:00.000-08:00

Im just blogging to let my feelings out.
Do u agree at times you want things your way..
But it never turn out to be?

At times you want your daddy to understand you.
But he care-less of you, but more to his wife.

You hate being abandone.
But your own friends walk among themselves without realising you are not around.

You want to score well in all your test.
But you always get C or B.

You want that guy so much.
But the fact is, he doesn't love you.

If this issues occur in your life..
Do you even wanna try to cope with all these?
Bcos Im trying.
But still crying.

as usual, delay blogging.

2009-11-25T07:48:00.000-08:00

Before I continue with anything.
I want all of you to know this dearest person.
By the name of Mohammed Nazim Bin Ismail a.k.a Sakai,
have left.
We are at the same age.
N he went.
He was my secondary school mate.
N he live nearby my place.
The last time I saw him was last March.
When I was with Faizil.
I got this shocking news last week.
From Tty.
Sakai, I've prayed for you.
N i know He will forgive you.

This year, my grandmother, uncle and 2 friends went.
Unbelievable!!

Anyway, I finally get to watch the 2 movies i wanted.
Paranormal Activity and 2012.
I watched Paranormal with Iqbal and Peter.
I watched 2012 with Snow Black.
Which is Jameelah actually.
hehe..
N i met Nico San last Sunday.
U suck big time brother!
Exams are around the corner..
Then to HOLIDAYS!!!
Im gonna miss JPA again.
N also Mdm Lam and Mdm Mavis.
You both have been a wonderful teacher.
That's all for now.

2 weeks left.

2009-11-18T04:21:00.000-08:00

Finally Behavouiral Science test 2 and P.M project are over n done with.
N guess what,
Miss Zack scolded us.
Ridiculous ok.
Being scolded for such issues.
As long as I know me and my group mates were co-operative,
and we did our part.
Anyway, too many things to tell.
Cant be bothered to write it all.
All i want is...
to watch 2012 SO BADLY!
That's all im asking for..
hmmm..
N jyeah, Ryduan showed me this video.
"The Gummy Bear"
cute!!